Monday, February 23, 2015

Overcoming Hurdles – Stacey’s Journey


 
Providing breast milk for my three little ones has to be one of my greatest accomplishments as a Mommy. With each little one (I have three), my breastfeeding experiences started with us behind the eight ball somehow. I have encountered every setback/hurdle/booby trap that is possible for a Mommy and her baby. And it’s because I persevered and overcame those hurdles to fulfill my goals of providing milk for each of my babies, I think it’s important for Mommies to understand that breastfeeding is not black and white. Breastfeeding success is not destination, but a journey…

With the birth of my first baby girl coming up on 6 years ago, I knew nothing about breastfeeding. I didn’t research it… I didn’t even take that class they offer in the hospital. I wanted to breastfeed, but considering how my husband and I took three months to pick out a stroller, researching the ins and outs of every baby related item… the amount of time I took to prepare myself for a successful breastfeeding journey was laughable. For me, success was making it the 6 months (I wanted more, but a nursing strike stunted our already difficult breastfeeding relationship). I pumped for the rest of her first year, and while she was always supplemented, it was a badge of honor to know I did it.

 
With my second, my prized boy, I dived into ways to ensure we’d be successful right off the bat. I loved nursing, and darn it, I wanted to nurse exclusively for a year. I learned ways to combat my low supply, and how to prevent it. I even had my scheduled C-section set for late morning so that I could get a full nights rest and bargained with the CRNA to not give me the usual Benadryl that knocked me out with my darling first born girl. After everything I learned from my first breastfeeding journey, and all the preparation for my son, I considered myself a self-taught breastfeeding reference/guru, but that still didn’t prevent obstacles from sprouting up, and my breastfeeding success was making it 9 months of exclusive breastfeeding (losing out to another nursing strike!) and pumping for the remainder of his first year.

 
With third, and last precious girl, I can safely argue… I knew it all.  Since the birth of my first daughter, my passion for breastfeeding grew. I am a registered nurse, and made the switch from the ER to the NICU, where I championed and taught new moms of critically ill infants the power of mother’s milk. I took the steps and became a CLC, then passed my IBCLC boards this last fall… but that didn’t stop my baby girl from coming a month early. All my prep work didn’t prevent my baby girl from needing an NICU stay… BUT I knew how to combat early mother/baby separation. During her NICU stay she received Donor Breast milk, until mine came in… a long 4 days and from the moment she was stable, I held her skin to skin. We did non-nutritive breastfeeding, I pumped, I hand expressed, I refused bottle feeds (knowing they can gavage feed (force feed thru tubes) remainders; being an NI nurse and an NI mommy was a hard line to walk) I did everything… and it was exhausting.  For me success has been practicing what I preach, and follow through. Of course, we battled a lip tie, moderate reflux, and I cried/prayed/pleaded during her 6 and 9 month nursing strikes… but we overcame it. I had to practice what I preach, knowing we can get through it! AND we did. My sweet girl is 15 months, and still nurses several times a day. I thank God for the privilege to nurse her still (because as a lactivist, I wanted to nurse a toddler!)… and pat myself on the back for my patience, and perseverance. 



Breastfeeding success isn’t measured in duration. It’s not measured in exclusivity… and that’s because a successful breastfeeding journey can’t be measured. Never compare, never judge. Breastfeed for yourself, for your little one, and love every precious second of it.

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