It took
4 kids, and 14 years to finally get it right. From the time my oldest was born,
I had no support system. Even my grandma, who told stories of near-starvation
and great financial despair in the 1950s, had somehow managed to formula feed.
No one on either side of the family had breastfed for SEVERAL generations. I
figured, it was natural, so it would be easy. I was wrong. From unsupportive Labor
and Delivery nurses, home to family that was convinced my first baby was going
to starve. We didn't stand a chance. I bought a mediocre pump at Walmart and
tried that but my measly one ounce defeated me and my milk never really seemed
to come in. I caved in to formula. My son suffered and was sick nearly every
week for his first year. There were many fevers and trips to the ER.
When my
second son was born, I was much more determined. I didn't want this one to be
sickly, and I would do whatever I could to help him. Still lacking support, we
failed at attempting breastfeeding once again, but this time my milk came in at
least! We rented a hospital grade pump for 10 months. With me back at work, I
pumped day and night and kept my little one well fed. I failed at
breastfeeding, but at least he was still getting breast milk.
With son
#3, I knew I could do at least as much. I bought a good pump and didn't even
try breastfeeding. I decided my large chest size was the problem and there was
nothing I could do about it. I pumped for 7 months.
Fast
forward a few years, and several life changes later. I have a new husband, a
new life, and now a daughter. My Mother-in-Law told stories of how my husband
nursed until he was 2 1/2! She came to help care for us when Olivia was born.
My husband had attended "Daddy Boot Camp" at our delivery hospital,
and he was DETERMINED to support me in this breastfeeding journey. It helped A
LOT. I'd say it made all the difference, but it still wasn't easy. First we
dealt with jaundice, which required extra feedings. That meant breastfeeding as
much as baby would allow, and then pumping and bottle feeding even more. This
lead to challenge number two: nipple/bottle confusion. Every day seemed to
bring new challenges, positioning problems, nipple pain, soreness... It was a
solid 3 months of trial and error before it all fell into place and got
"easy". From 6 months on, we tried introducing solid foods, but she
wanted nothing to do with it and continued to exclusively breastfeed well past
12 months. Now at 18 months we are at about 50/50 and happy to let her continue
breastfeeding for now. What I enjoy the most about breastfeeding is the
intimacy and bonding that occurs with my child. For me, having fed my babies
several ways, nothing compares… period.
I
definitely recommend breastfeeding to other moms that are able. The support at
home has been and is absolutely essential. Also, we are so fortunate to live at
such a time when the internet is available. It is a wealth of information, help,
and other's experiences right at our fingertips.
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